So. I don't know if anyone still reads this, and god knows it's been a while, but I figured I should put up a little notice. I'm coming home.
In some ways I feel as though I've been defeated, but mostly I'm just glad. I've been dealing with some really really scary health stuff by myself for a little bit & generally freaking myself out about it & had a chance to talk with my parents about it in early November & I'm coming home. It's depressing to think that, for whatever reasons, I can't hack it on my own. Maybe that's the wrong way to see it, though--it worked until it didn't anymore. Anyways. I've actually stuck with my journal on tumblr, probably because I don't have to talk about myself or how I am at any given time and can just post random stuff that piques my interest. If you have a tumblr, or maybe if you're just curious, feel free to check it out. I'm also SUPER behind on any kind of holiday shopping and feeling kind of sucky. This year, I managed to not only postpone my brother's birthday (July 31) gift until Thanksgiving (and gave it to him without any fanfare/bells and whistles--at least it was a really sweet present though), but since my parents were away for my dad's birthday (October 16), the weekend I was home in early November was consumed with my health stuff, and my grandparents were... how can I put this delicately? barging in on our Thanksgiving, I somewhat awkwardly avoided the subject, and no one brought it up (holy run--on sentence, Batman!). I feel awful about it and need to make up for it. Honestly, I have a card and I was all set up to do it, I just... didn't. Which is a recurring theme lately. Blurgh. My last class ever at SUNY NP is on Monday. I don't really want to go into the scary health things, because it seems that's all I do lately, but let's just say that everything added up to making this semester suck incredibly hard.
So it seems that I needed to pour out some negativity. I hope all is well with anyone who reads this, or even those that skim it :D
Also: music-wise, this semester has been amazing. Trade-off wasn't worth it, though.
ALSO: I REDISCOVERED MY LOVE FOR AMPERSANDS. IT WILL NEVER DIE.
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